Our trip to the hospital.
I called my mom as we were leaving the house to see if they were on the road yet. Much to my surprise my mom and Dewayne were closer to Baptist Hospital than we were! Dewayne had said that he didn't know how traffic was going to be that morning so he wanted to leave early. Mission accomplished Dewayne! :)
I had already faxed over my admission paperwork, so check-in didn’t take that much time at all. (Side Note: A few weeks prior when I had been filling out the paperwork one of the questions was, “Do you have a living will?” This made me stop and think. Jeremy and my mom both knew that I wanted to be an organ donor and that I did not want life support, but I didn’t have any formal documentation of my wishes. I found a form online that you could customize for your wishes and for your state’s requirements so I filled it out.)
Now back to the story…we then waited in the waiting area for my prep-room. Soon the nurse came and got me and we were ready to go. (God how I hoped we were ready for everything that was about to come our way!!)
A little bit before 9:30AM they moved me into the operating/delivery room. Jeremy had to wait outside until the spinal tap was over (which wasn’t bad at all).
The next few minutes while they cleaned Braxton up were filled with anticipation, to say the very least! Then the moment came when I got to hold him for the first time.
For those of you who have experienced that moment for yourself you will understand why I can’t describe in words how I felt. For those of you who have not experienced that emotion for yourself I will try to explain the feeling…it was amazing (no not the right word), incredible (still not the right word), it felt like time had stood still just so that I could take in everything around us.
Wonderful blog. Brought tears - 6 years & approx 12 hours ago, that was me, holding my daughter for the first time. Enjoy each & every day. They grow up quick.
ReplyDeleteIn true Jeremy Head fashion......he still looks dapper even with scrubs on.
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